Today, I want to talk about something personal. It's about choices and silence. You see, in life, we face many decisions. Some are easy and some are very hard. I’ve had to make tough choices, especially when it comes to people I care about.
There were times when I had words ready to say, but I just couldn’t speak them out loud. These words were right there, on the tip of my tongue. But I kept silent. Why ? I thought it was the best thing to do. I wanted to protect the people I love. I thought, maybe if I didn’t say these words, I could keep them safe, or keep them happy. Then I forgot something. That is me.
Keeping silent is not always easy. It's like holding a secret. It can be heavy, it can make you feel alone. Sometimes, I wonder if I did the right thing. Maybe talking and sharing is better, even if it’s hard.
But this is life, everything that happens cannot be taken back, you can only continue walking and take all the risks. There are 30 days in a month, and I only have 5 days to life of each month. In the rest, I live in worry and sadness. Every night I beg my God to end this all immediately, because what I see is that everything is getting messy ahead. I always put on a smiling face as if nothing had happened, while my heart inside is always racing faster as if my life is about to end.
I wish I can go back to just being a kid. I want to have a good sleep, to watch my favorite cartoons, to play with our neigbours. The worlds is just to heavy to handle everything right now.
We've all taken the wrong steps, made the wrong decisions, responded wrongly to situations, maybe because we don't understand, never stop learning at every moment. I believe I am not the first to be caught in this case and will also not be the last, and I am also sure that everything will end as soon as possible. Just need to hold on a little longer. I still have time. A problem is chance for you to be best.
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